I’m Nuts
Resolved daddy issues. I love spicy food. TW for ed. CW120something 🤢
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Armspo, thinspo, whatever have you. They don’t have unnatural bodies that are misrepresentative of the population, the population is lazy. You are lazy. Genetics only goes so far honestly stop using it as an excuse.
You know you’re in deep shit when…
…you start to fucken celebrate getting a cold + a fever because guess what that means?? No appetite, no one trying to force feed you and no one stopping you from starving
# healthylifestyle
When I first realised starving works was three complete days without food. I was sick and no one force fed me anything. It was the best.
48 hours of my fast done
Tomorrow I wont eat either. I met the friend today who I was supposed to on Tuesday. I feel my face looks thinner. Haven’t measured. Today was soooo pressurising. I had tea while my friend ate. I lied and told her I had lunch after swim practice. Then she cooked, and offered some to me although it wasnt vegetarian, just to taste and see if the flavouring was right, I thought I was fucked but miraculously came out unfazed. I came back home unbelieving I hadn’t eaten anything out of nervousness. She literally ate in front of me TWICE. And to add to that I had a mug of black coffee now and I feel full!!! wowowow There’s good chocolates on the kitchen table too, someone left them for the flat for valentines day. It’s See’s. They’re so yumm and expensive. I didn’t eat them yet. I’m still on my periods and swimming was really hard for me today. Walked a shit ton with my friend though. Woohoo just one more day then I make chickpeas with greek yoghurt on tuesday night with hummus. Then some pasta. Well it’s 49 hours actually. 11:30 pm on Sunday now. Tomorrow I’ll mostly be occupied. Just one more day.
I have plans the weekend after. I’ll be unable to do 3 days next week and the same friend is coming for a sleepover so can’t get away with anything spooky… I’m thinking next monday till wednesday after swim practice will be fine. Or even give myself a break. Let’s just see how much weight I lose tbh.
Ok. Now imma watch a movie.
24 hours into my fast. Will try till tuesday so that would be 4 days… But I have the ball next week I want to lose a bit. Seeing the same friend on tuesday. Breaking the fast with her. Miraculously ! I ! Haven’t ! Gained ! Weight ! I thought this week would have me regaining and nonetheless worried about regaining after a fast but no!!! How fucking cool. I’m still at 65 kilos(143 lbs I’m 5’2” so that is FFFAT). Interesting how that worked out and I’m so happy about it still. I was hungry but then I looked at some thinspo. It’s fine now. I’m going to watch something, as advertised then go to bed. Swimming tomorrow. Yes technically I wanted to start fasting after sunday swim session since you aren’t supposed to exert yourself, but I really want to lose weight for the ball.
so like the ministry of magic makes a tradition of telling the muggle prime minister about magic and such so that they can work together. which is fine, but it makes me wonder - did they tell the queen? or other members of parliament? is it just the prime minister because if so then it’s gonna look like they’re making a lot of nonsensical decisions that they can’t justify to anyone else
what does NASA stand for.
not another spaceship aaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh